December Turned to May

December Turned to May

The death of his mother when he was only 9 devastated his happy childhood. In his own words, it seemed that “the great continent had sunk like Atlantis beneath the sea.” He was left with a life of meaninglessness and despair.

‘Always Winter but Never Christmas’

We feel for this desolate child as he was sent away to boarding school, for a school life of misery to add to his sense of despair. Worse was to come. Before he began his studies he was called away to serve in the front line trenches of the first World War. Here he experienced all the horrors of modern mechanised warfare, losing two close friends and being injured himself.  Small wonder that when he later went back to study in Oxford it was as an angry young man and an outspoken atheist. Everything in life including family, school, religion and war, seemed to have let him down. For him it seemed to be always ‘winter’.

But hang in there! There’s hope coming.


‘Surprised by Joy’

In later years at Oxford the sad young man, C.S.Lewis, began to see glimpses of something quite new to him. He saw something of the love of God visible in the lives of college friends who had a Christian faith and also in the works of Christian writers he began reading. His ‘winter’ began to thaw as he was surprised by joy. It crept up on him unexpectedly and caused him a dilemma.

“Nearly all I loved, I believed to be imaginary; nearly all that I believed to be real, I thought grim and meaningless” (‘Surprised by Joy’)

Happily the dilemma was solved when the heart and the head were brought into harmony as he began to discover the reality of Christian faith and joy. In Narnia world terms he had seen the change that always comes when Aslan is near. His winter turned to spring, his ‘tone deaf world’ suddenly began hearing the singing of heaven. As he wrote later ‘Joy is the serious business of heaven’ and that joy had overflowed on to earth in the birth of Jesus.

Good news of great joy to all the people.” Luke’s Gospel  2

‘Rijnveld’s Early Sensation’ Daffodils. Out in some years in late November!

‘When Aslan Comes’

It was winter in Narnia too, but something excited the children when Mr Beaver spoke about Aslan coming:

“Susan felt as if some delicious smell or some delightful strain of music had just floated by her. And Lucy got the feeling you have when you wake up in the morning and realize that it is the beginning of the holidays or the beginning of Summer.”

It’s always better when Aslan comes. So too, things always improved when Jesus came to difficult situations:  For example, when a father’s dear daughter had just died, when the boat was about to sink in the storm, or when the wine ran out in the midst of a wedding.

Our porch in December

December Turned to May

“Dark and dull night fly hence away

Highly scented Winter Viburnum

And give the honour to this day
That sees December turn’d to May.

Why does the chilling winter’s morn,
Smile like a field beset with corn,
Or smell like to a mead new shorn,

Thus on a sudden? Come and see
The cause why things thus fragrant be:

Highly scented ‘Paper White’ daffodils.

’Tis He is born, whose quickening birth
Gives life and lustre, public mirth
To heaven and the under-earth..We see Him come, and know Him ours,
Who with his sunshine and his showers
Turns all the patient ground to flowers.” 

From ‘What Sweeter Music” by Robert Herrick (17th century)

One of my favourite mid-winter flowers – scented Primula malacoides, grown from seed.

When Lewis first arrived at Oxford railway station, mistakenly, he started walking down the street in the wrong direction. As he kept walking past very ordinary shops and houses he wondered what was so special about Oxford. But when he realised his mistake and turned around, he saw the beautiful ‘City of Dreaming Spires‘ for which Oxford is famed. In telling this story he says, “This little adventure was an allegory of my whole life.”

Late Gloxinias, grown from seed

We are so grateful  that he ‘turned around’ in life and discovered a whole new world of hope and joy leading to his life of writing. We especially thank him for introducing us to ‘the golden goodness’ of Narnia’s  Aslan.

I too want to be surprised by joy in a new and deeper way, with the coming of the real Aslan (Jesus). I hope you do too.

Wishing you a ‘joy-filled Christmas and new year.

Thank you for following me this year.

–  Richard

12 thoughts on “December Turned to May

  1. It was very interesting to read about the background to the Narnia so many of us have grown up with. Of course at the time, I didn’t know what Aslan represented, but I loved the secret snowy world of Narnia, and I was once a centaur in the background in the school play of The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe!


    1. Great to hear you share the interest in Narnia. There can’t be many who don’t like the stories, though I gather Tolkein didn’t think too highly of them! My enthusiasm has been re-kindled by the inspiring utube talks from the CS Lewis Foundation lectures by poet Malcolm Guite. Malcolm’s lively way of speaking fires the imagination including so many quotable quotes from the Narnia books. As I’m increasingly discovering, these books are much more than just children’s stories.

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  2. Your indoor garden is absolutely beautiful Richard, and so lush at this time of year! I am a huge fan of Lewis’s Chronicles of Narnia – they peppered my childhood at various stages and whenever I see snow it takes me back to that Narnian sense of wonder.


    1. Thank you Kylie. Raising these pot plants from seeds and enjoying their lovely scent at close hand helps me to look forward to winter every year! We’re all indebted to C.S.Lewis for Narnia. I can remember the delight of watching these stories with our children when they were young. I’m now enjoying them in a new way – their deeper meaning is wonderful.

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    1. Thank you Clare. I think we’re all Narnia fans. Yes, I have read Rowan Williams’ fine book. It helps us see that there is a great deal more depth in these Narnia books than merely children’s stories. Have you heard Malcolm Guite speaking on Lewis? (See my reply to Andrea’s comment). Christmas Blessings to you, Richard, Eleanor and all your friends at church.

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